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darren.edward.germaine.geokhong.gina.greg.guansoon.hoeseng.hongian.imelda.jasmine
jessica.jessie.jialin.jiaqi.jieyi.jiting.jingkun.jingyi.joyce.junfeng.kayda.kelvinliew.kelvinsoh.kenneth
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melody.michelle.mingmay.mrchan.pearlyjie.pok.reyner.richard.sarah.shawnkor.shukleng
steven.sherman.siewhui.sueping.tammie.tony.tianloong.vion.weiming.weisheng.weiwang
weikhee.weisiong.weiqiang.xiangming.xuanhe.xueer.yanfen.yaolun.yingjie.yorick
yowrenn.zhaoru.zhaoqi.zhenguang.zhenhui

my first day of 18th was really super sweet! thanks people, for brightening my day with all your thoughts and sincerity. i'm REALLY touched, very touched by all you did. regardless of wishings, gifts or whatsoever, im completely touched by everything. thanks for remembering, thanks for giving me surprises, thanks for celebrating for me, thanks for the wishing and thanks for the love you have showed! really really appreciate all the things you people have done for me. really sweEt! it made my heart TRULY melt! i swear my heart really MELTS!

to kayda, kenneth, weisheng, yowrenn, xueer and charmaine, thanks for the pizza celebration and the very loud birthday song. thanks xuanhe kor for the gift, remembering this day for the past seven years. thanks sarah and jieyi for the big big hug. thanks to my class hi5 for the lovely necklace and earrings. thanks potato, for remembering and im really touched by it. thanks xiangming, for the super sweet song you sang. i really feel so loved! it's like a beautiful and sweet dream to me. thanks girlfriend, for the puzzle frame with a picture of you and me. i know you spent a lot of time on it and i love it a lot! thanks fighterpigs, for the puma bag and gifts. thanks zhenguang, guansoon, tony, weisiong, brandonkoh and lianhong for the song, taking time to come down and spend the last few hours with me. not forgetting the beautiful blue rose! thanks tony, for buying me sushi birthday cake! im sorry i didnt manage to eat it all. thanks zhenhui, for lending yr hp when i need it all and your companion didnt make me feel lonely on my way back. thanks lil sis, for giving me a lil empty box which i cld put all my wish into it. thanks mom for the nike shoe. thanks mommy and daddy, for all the love they give me for all these years. i love you i love you I LOVE YOU ALL! smuaxckks! ;D

i hope i didn't leave any names out.

REPLIES/NOTE :D
matt; who are you?
zhao; mild depression!
eR`eR; xie xie. thanks so much for the lil celebration in sch! love!
germs; thanks darling. life's getting dull in school without you around. ):
jeremy; i know you? =/
eddie; hey you rmbed! thanks prisch senior :P you are older than me no matter what! lalalaa!
Mel; xie xie ni. love! ((:
Uncle; i love uncle! thanks for the celebration! :D
zH; since when i become dododo? doodoo yr head! :P u warn me? gonna use cane? -sticktongue- thnks for the companion always. HUGS! :D
michael; errrrrrrr?
jiting; blur sotong! take good care pls. thanks a lot and get well soon! im worried! ):
zhenguang; speedy recovery k! you make me real worried!
girlfriend; SARANG HAEYO! <3

my chinese relief-tutor, whom my class named her as LSH (lao sao huo), brought us a lot of unforgettable memories in pj.

my class 05S11, who brings happiness to my life in pj (:

my beloved NOOTKA ogls and councilors, made me love my school and my life here. special thanks to zhaoqi, grace and jieyi. especially jieyi, love you truckloads! <3

thanks to mich, being such a great companion in dance and all. thanks to my tutors in school - mr kum and mr chan especially. thanks to my clique, especially zhenguang. thanks fighterpig clique, for always supporting me.
thanks girlfriend, who never fails to be there. thanks potato, for bringing smiles into my life. thanks zhenhui, for accompanying me back home. not forgetting to thank xm! thanks for being there, brightening up my day and all. if not for you, i guess my hols would be boring. thanks so much! and of course, thanks mummy, daddy and lil sis!

as you can see, there are hundreds of people i would like to thank. i can't possibly name it all here. its all in my heart! yup! xie xie ni. wo ai ni! :D

lil sis had a lil party at noon. ((: apparently only a few of her friends came but wells.. she had lots of fun! that's the important part isnt it? siewhui came too! she bought her a big teddy bear which sis loves it to the core. daddy and mummy ordered 3 pizzas and kfc family feast meal. its too much of calories you know. pizzas, fried chicken, COKE, ICE-CREAM! yeah.. so bloated till i didnt eat my dinner. oh yea! not forgetting the birthday cake!

headed to bugis to meet up fighterpigs clique at around 8. i was an hour plus late yeah. sorry! we had a pre-birthday celebration for jessie and i. thanks for the gifts my dearest seniors! really really love the gifts! i'll make full use of the bag too! you guys definitely bring colours to my 18th birthday! <3 y'all! (:

a picture of jessie and i. :D

<3 <3

((:

happy birthday to hafiz and waiyan too! sorry waiyan! didn't manage to turn up yr birthday party today! hope ya enjoyed yr 18th birthday! happy sexy hunkalicious 18th birthday! :D :D :D

REPLIES :D
zhao; i will smile! dont forget im a jovial girl! :D
germs; thanks dear. have fun with nursing! my dearest white angel! ((:
shir; yup thanks so much! ya have msn.? (:
Jeeyon; still hopping like a rabbit is it? :P of course i rmb you! oh GOSH! its been so many years since i last seen you? right? take care dude!
lishi; take good care of yourself. thanks for the gift! love ya!
darren; bon voyage! have 'fun' training in thailand! take good care k! see you! (:

met up with steven and sherman this morning. watched TAKE THE LEAD with steven while sherman went for his driving lesson. it was a nice movie, all about dancing. it motivates me to learn ballroom dancing! it just hits me, where are all the passion for dance? what it takes to be a real dancer? you need to allow your emotions to overtake all your motions. it's just so hard, to dance your heart out. it's just.. the feel. oh wells anyways! its a good show! went to changi airport after lunch. for? to study! :D and watched aeroplanes! wahahaha! we went to explore the budget terminal. we thought it would be something like terminal 1/2 and yeah, it so disappointing! steven was so sad! hahaha! apparently, the budget terminal was like nothing? you cant seem to find any facilities there. and indeed, its a budget terminal - See The Difference. oh yea, i've seen the difference =/ im sure terminal 3 would be something awesome! shall look forward to it! :D

had popeyes for dinner! yesyes! :D both of us got ulcers yet we ate that. thanks to me! lols! had a fun day at airport! steven must be enjoying cause im too nice already. so you better dont think of plucking my hair ok! :P

had a long journey back home alone. feeling really really tired now. guess i should sleep early. Nights ! ((:

shuk received a weird sms from a stranger! it wrote, 'remember to get popiah to eat" (in mandarin). it aint from singapore so i checked my diary book! hahaa it was from malaysia! its so hilarious pls. its when we chatting so happily and this weird sms came out of nowhere! then mingmay kept making animal sounds! cannot stand her! crazy already la! jas and meimei kept touching one another! TSKTSK! lynnette and i couldn't stand the both of them! hahaha! my crazy classmates! :D

GP was interesting! did i say that? yeah! hahaha mr A discussed with us about singlish! he couldn't understand how singlish works!

mr A: normally we'll say nevermind. i don't understand why students pronounce it as NEHMIND! and don't know lah! how do you actually write this?! what about mother?! i heard student dragging the first word, MAAAAATHER!

freaking funny! and when he said NO LAR!, the j1s walking past our class started to shout, 'NO LAR!!'. wahahahhas!! :P

The UNCUT PRODUCTION was held in the afternoon. it wasn't a success afterall. i danced the wrong steps. before entering the dance studio we saw our instructor's 'black' face and was so scared of walking into the studio. some of us cried, yeah.. guess its too disappointing. had debrief and my instructor praised me! it was really unexpected. she said i have improved a lot and i proved her wrong that i had the potential. she even commented on my dance performance.. i expected scoldings from her yet she praised me that i was able to recover fast upon realising the wrong movements. yup of course im happy with compliments! but im still sad, still disappointed with myself. its really the worst performance i had in life for dance. sigh. and to my beloved dancers, you girls did your best! we are together, we are one! ((:

went back with zh. saw amy bestie at jp. it made me feel much better after seeing her? hahhaa! she's my bestie in sajc. those memorable times we had! )): oh yeah. thanks to people who came to watch the performance yah? thank you! its greatly appreciated!

as for today, the school gave us a big surprise -.- we were told in the morning that the project work results would be released by today. -SCREAMMS! hah. anyway, i got a2. thats what i wanted (: thanks to mr kevin ang for all his guidance for pw!

fell asleep during maths lecture! thanks to xm for his sms. i woke up due to the vibration of the phone, just in time before mr chua walked around the lecture theatre. =/ phewphew. had practical too! as usual, i didn't know how to do. i repeated 7 times today! OMG. and when i did the 5th time i guess? my mind's blocked and i didn't know what im actually doing, what's the next step and all. im so BLUR-ED! for goodness sake! and before the practical started, my eyes were half closed when i wore my goggles. omgomg. so so tired ): had a lil nap in the late afternoon. then studied with steven and iezhi. thanks yeah! nootka outing tomorrow! :D :D :D my beloved ogls!

and.. i love my doggy man! he made my day! and im so sorry that i didn't realise its been a year already. im sorry! ill make up for it real soon! <3 <3 ya!

i didn't realise it's my lunar birthday! hahaa! because of this, i didnt go to the cemetry. around evening, i was surprised that my relatives came to celebrate with me and sis. sis and i share the same lunar birthday every year (: had dinner at my house nearby. my cousins and i were snatching to watch our tv shows! ahahha! it was lucky enough that there were two tv, one featuring soccer match, which yuhan wanted to watch, while another featuring the channel8 show, meant specially for my cousins and i. ((: and our parents were laughing at the way we were. lols. oh yeah! the food aint that nice anyway. the insects love yuhan! haaha! it crawled over his food and in the end he didnt want to eat that. went home and bathed. i saw a huge cockroach crawling on the toilet bowl! I SCREAMED!! DADDDYYYY!!! it really scared the hell out of me. =/

oh wells.. thats yesterday. had flag duty today! after the national song has been played, i saw a brown spider (quite big) crawling on the flag right in front me! OMGOMGOMG. i almost screamed! i couldn't imagine that happening to me you know.. and i was praying hard for the school song to start asap. -FAINTS. i hope this won't happen tmr. >.<

stayed back as usual and studied till 7plus. i placed my bag in my locker! haha! so tmr i need not bring anything to school! :P i know im lazy. -nodds. ok ! shall go rest early! Nights ! (:

REPLIES :D
germs: robbery!
HAZEL: miss you too! take good care in aussie my dear. love! :D

met up with mich at noon today and headed to yangzijiang together. it was pouring heavily though.. and we didnt have our umbrellas with us ): partially drenched. hahaha. and we walked to school after going to the tailor shop. reached school... walked around and stoned. i went for the SMU talk and i guessed pretty much that ill be choosing this university as my top choice. perhaps, or perhaps not i dont know. met up with xm and steven after that. they told me a joke, a freaking funny joke. still, i wonder whats the truth behind it. hahahaha i shall bug someone for the answer huh! :P

at about 4+.. steven, xiangming, wenyang, sherman, weekian, iezhi and i headed to town. had lots of fun in the bus with them man! so much nonsenses! haaha! and before i reahced taka, there's this uncle giving out flyers. he stared so fierce and serious at me and started @@#^@73%^^%# at me. -.-" although he spoke like a machine gun, i did remember he said, 'never go study come out walk walk'. it's like so ridiculous pls. he looked really fierce, and some sort of reprimanding me? -faints. what did i do. omgomg. and the interesting part came in. after buying food at taka, we witnessed a robbery scene. OMGOMG. the robber ran past xm.. its like super fast. and i could see a man chasing after him. right after that, we saw the security guard chasing towards him too. i was.. STUNNED! and when we went up the escalator, we saw the three of them again. the robber got caught and i could see the anger in victim's face. and you know what, the robber is just a teenager. i started to think, is that really worth it doing such a thing and ruin your entire future? what has the world become? oh man.. that's enough. =/

watched basketball match with steven xiangming and wenyang. went to kino to find the rest. i came across a 'self-hypnosis' book! yes i read it and the first sentence totally bored me. as for the guys huh, i shant say what they read la. you know.. you know.. *ahEms* tsktsk! ;X

met mummy after that. helped her choosing pyjamas and all. went shopping at MNG but didnt manage to buy anything. i really dont have shopping mood anymore ): had dinner.. and when i was intending to go back home, i witnessed another interesting scene at the mrt station. i saw a teenager jumping over the entrance gate (was he trying to save 40cents?) and started running to the platform. the funny part was, his friends were still at the control station! the staff stopped them.. ok i dont know what happened next already. =/ what a day! what a day! teens teens teens! big SIGHS!

i told mummy about the parent-meeting session today when i was in the bus. she was so mad about it, saying, 'yeah lor! so useless one! waste our time going to meet them only! they think we have so much free time to visit them is it. not that you people in primary school, jc already what for meeting!' blablablabla.. the same reaction for my dad when i told him about it few days ago. i strongly agree to what they had said. but at the same time, i do understand the position of my tutor. quite contradicting eh?

im back to mummy's lil girl again. i laid on mummy's shoulder and started to feel sad again. i could feel the tears within and all i could do is to stare at the windows. sigh, it's hard, isnt it?

isnt that cute?! :D im totally in love with it. its too cute! hahaha! and it costs me 125 bucks. weiwang accompanied me to bugis to buy this pair of new edition nike shoe! yesyes! thanks senior! and he accompanied me walking around bugis looking for dance costumes. heh. xP

he bought me papa bread! cause i didnt try it before and he said its delicious. yummy! its great! then we headed to holland v cafe in the evening and the rest of my seniors came after that. the cafe was really cosy but the service was sort of slow. saw guowei at the cafe! so coincidental. its not the first time i saw him outside! hahaha my ogl so fated! lols! oh yeah! i had quite a sumptuous meal! plus hot chocolate! yesyes.. i just had hot chocolate at 12am today and i drank it again at night. lalalas xP

im so tired im so tired! i will stay at home and study tomorrow! i will okay! HEHEHES! my new shoe! LOLS! :D

REPLIES :D
zh; ill prove to you ill study tomorrow! NEHNEHNIBUBU! ;X
natalie; my sch has tom yam but its in random. so the vending machine wont give me any choice of it. hahaaha.

on thursday, left the school at a very late time! mingjie and teckming told me badminton peeps ending at 8.30pm so i waited for zh since its just a few minutes away. but then, zh came 8.45pm in the end. bishbishbish. all zh's fault! and he claimed its not his, but its mingjie and teckming's fault! BLAH!!! so reached home at 10pm. ): anyways, during lunch break, mr chua caught layjun's earrings when shes queueing up for food! so her earrings got confiscated, together with her ez-link card! after school, shukleng and i accompanied her to the general office to claim back her ez-link card. the admin staff returned her back and commented on layjun's skirt. her skirt aint short at all pls! for goodness sake! and after commenting for 5 minutes, she looked at me and requested for my earrings which so called unacceptable to her. -.-" my earrings aint that unacceptable pls! its just a small lil cross and its silver plated! what more you expect me to wear? its not the problem of being caught which made me feel so pissed! yeah i dont get pissed easily. so you can see that im really irritated by this. the issue is that, she's such a HYPROCRITE! yes she's a HYPOCRITE i tell you! that's how the conversation went.

admin: yes? OH. yr ez link card is it? earrings right? -paused-
admin: EH!! why your skirt so short??
jun: ya.. (unfold skirt when she walked off to take the form)
admin: see. give me more things to do only. and why is your skirt so short? (walked to us from behind the counter)
jun: huh. cos too loose.
admin: too loose then you should do smth about it. how can u fold it? this will affect the reputation of the school u know? do you know outsiders complain about our school? u know.. its not worth it to wear short skirts and get caught. u see ah. if u wear short skirts and got expelled, its not worth it right? at least if you are expelled because your results are not very good, its more worth it right? (BLAHBLAHBLAH)
jun: okok!
admin: you cannot fold your skirt. its very ugly right?

then ms kat came and saw us so she asked what has happened.

admin: her skirt is too short. should do something about it.
ms kat: (looking at jun's skirt) skirt too short. must do something about it. you know what you should do? you should eat more! (walked out of the office)
admin: (speaking softly) you dont think he cannot hear me huh (referring to mr chua), he can hear ok! just that he pretended he cant.

then the lady started to look at me.

admin: ure not allowed to wear this type of earrings. the school has mentioned before, only ear studs are allowed. take it out and give me.
me: -SHOCKED- huh. cannot? ok i take out, but i keep. cannot give you cos its not mine..
admin: if its not yours then why are you wearing it? no give it to me and write your name here (tske out a piece of paper)
me: huh. NO! i give you the earrings but i dont want write my name..
her: give me your earrings
me: no.. mr chua didnt say anything when he saw my earrings pls! (without knowing mr chua's presence)
her: you want to talk to him? (she pointed mr chua sitting behind at a corner unaware of the situation)
me: nonoo! (gave her the earrings)
her: (brought out a piece of paper) write your name
me: WHY!
her: you broke the school rules! ask your parents to come down and claim your earrings
me: crazy! you can take the earrings. i dont want it anymore!
her: -SMILING- !!

then ming may and jasmine came in but layjun went up to them and pushed them out.

admin: (looked at jas & mm) dont them come in huh.

ok, shuk was observing the admin staff all along. and after we left the office, we were so irritated that the three of us talked about her. she's such a hyprocrite that she wanna prove that she did something to the students in front of mr chua. AND SHE SPOKE SO LOUD TO CATCH MR CHUA'S ATTENTION! i couldn't stand her at all. i wouldnt get irritated if she just asked me for my earrings. but her actions was what i could not tolerate! i didn't really know there's such people around in pjc. i thought it's different from other schools. i started to change my point of view of this school that there's such a hyprocrite around. i was told that this aint the first time she did that. she did that to many students in front of mr chua. the way she did prove that she's trying to bootlick. i really didn't want to say all these. im aware of those bloggings of people would actually put me in an unsafe position. BUT I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT! initially, she's one of the NICE admin staffs i saw in pjc. NOW, i think the nicest is jenny as she really speaks to you and treats you so nice that you'll feel so comfortable when talking with her. AHHHH! whywhywhy! i was telling layjun if i didnt accompany her inside everything wouldnt happen! ARGH! i don't want to blame anyone. sorry, im just totally pissed with that woman. i was told that the rules of 'earrings' were set by mr chua. i don't know if thats true. but if its so, as a man he wouldn't understand how it feels for the girls to wear super tiny earrings (which is called as A DOT). in secondary schools, as long as we didn't wear colourful fancy ones, just a small silver plated would do, just like the 'cross' earrings i wore that has been confiscated by her. sometimes i really wonder, its really ridiculous.

talking about pj, i think the school isnt getting any improvement. i really really miss mr kuek. yes, he allowed us to set the rules. but at least, he really put the situation in our shoes, to understand how it feels like for us. right now, with a change of new principal, everyone started to miss mr kuek. i can assure you most students don't like the way things are currently. one example is the arrangement in the hall. did you realise the fans are getting lesser and lesser? everyone's complaining! okay, there's no air con. fine. but some of the fans had been removed. arghhhh!!! and there's another thing i would really like to comment on. during assembly, mr chua kept nagging at us telling the students to assemble at the parade square before the bell rings. for goodness sake. repeating every single day and there's no improvement? actually, i realised that the students did assemble on time, most of them. it isnt that we assemble after the bell rings right. and he kept repeating himself every single day and the students aint gonna listen to him at all! what's the use. i see no point you know. i know i shouldnt be saying all these negative stuffs about the school here. but that's something i really want to comment. i like the school, but i don't like the way the management of the school this year.

wells, i shan't talk about that issue anymore. i really really don't want to make anyone unhappy. not the students, not the staffs, not the teachers. it's something that i feel its ought to be commented. the way the management, isnt out to make the students feel comfortable to live in. school is a place for us. yes, but did they ever think that some rules are too strict that would actually make us feel uncomfortable?

okay, i had a tiring day yesterday. went for class lunch at lot 1 and headed back to school with layjun and jiaqi. jiaqi and i played badminton in the hall! yeah all the way till around 3 plus. went for dance prac after that, all the way till 7. it aint a pleasant practice. hah the dancers would know why. i wouldnt wanna talk about it here anyway. but it pains me to see her cry. i thank ms lee for her efforts. yup (:

daddy drove me home and rushed out of the house at 9plus. he drove me to the mrt as he's fetching mummy home too! anyways, met up with girlfriend, zhenguang, brandon and jingkun at orchard. brandon and jingkun drank 5 bottles of beer. i really couldnt stand them sitting down there smoking and drinking. perhaps im just not too used to it. apparently, jingkun doesnt seem to be able to hold on.. and he's blabbering nonsenses and speaking loudly. really really couldnt stand them! after meeting up with tony we headed to cine and sat down at a cafe there. jingkun wasn't that awake yet, but still, conscious. brandon was so funny lah! he kept asking jingkun to shut up and stop all his nonsense! cause jingkun kept teasing me or what.. and i felt very uncomfortable with him. so brandon kept on warning him. he's like a daddy controlling a son. wahahhaa! had supper there and ordered my favourite hot chocolate! yes! ((: then girlfriend opened her presents! hahaah zhenguang was so jealous of her! cause the gifts she got cost more than $500. mp3, roses, guess perfume etc. hao xinfu! nah, im not jealous! just companion would satisfy me.

at around 1am plus, we hired a cab back home. i was in a cab with brandon, jingkun and tony. halfway through, brandon asked the uncle to drive back cause they wanna go clubbing. brandon sort of lost his sense when his friends asked him to go clubbing at that time. the both of them sounded so high and speaking so loudly in the cab. you could say they have no manners at all. after they alighted, PEACE! yeah! i did apologise to the uncle as he seemed to be unhappy. i guess he must be thinking, 'teenagers nowadays are horrendous.' tony the best! hahaha he's been a well-mannered man there all the time. reached home at around 2am. so so tired! i had a very long day! still wanna wish my girlfriend a very happy birthday! i'm sorry that my companion aint a good one and i must confess im not happy when im out. but yeah, sorry k. i love you truckloads! :D

and to germaine, i really started to miss her badly. for the beginning of the year, i really missed yuzhen a lot! i missed the days we gossipped in school together, the happy times we had in school. i lost a classmate in school, now another. i was happy to have a classmate im close with again and now germaine has left. ): the memories.. the mp3 in my hp, when it's played i'll think of germaine. SIGH! but, feeling really happy to her getting into nyp! congrats my dear girl! take good care! love ya!

HAHAHA. im going out later again. i wanna stay at home and rest! ): i really do k. but i got to get my nike shoes later on! weiwang and darren gonna accompany me later! hahaha. fighterpigs outing at holland v later! i shall do my work on sunday! -nodds!
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY 2006!
REPLIES :D
germs; i miss you girl, of course i do. really do.
jianyi; how ya doing? ikea shopping is fun! i love shopping there! you can go shopshop without buying also wht! :D